i am considering moving out. i need to be on my own, have my own space. 

i don't have that here. i need something to call my own, somewhere i can

sprawl, and be messy with my music blasting and paper and paint and tape

everywhere. i am missing something.

i don't feel whole.

something is missing.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.