As far as he knows I'm sick and cannot school. In reality, it's because li won't be there.

I feel like rubbish.

Losing my freaking mind.

Biggest fucking crush.

I thought I'd never See you again. Most awkward hello ever.

Worst wanderlust ever.

Fuck Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I feel sick the the very pit of my stomach.
  

I feel weak for feeling like I need this. But I think it also shows that I know myself better than to know I won't relapse again.

I will not open my mouth. I will seal these lips and trap this thing inside me and not let it out.

My first tattoo will say this

Never let them get you alive
g.

Relationship status change is an  interesting social experiment.  The woman, no matter what the circumstances surrounding the breakup were, always gets more comments from fellow womenfolk gushing apologies ABS such.

Ooh you deleted your facebook.
Look out, we've got a bad ass over here.

I did it. I went to psychology and I didn't panic.

You still don't get it.
Fuck.

I am greener than I ever want to admit.

You are shit.
That night wasnt about you, and if she didnt mind, I dont think you should.
Also, I actually felt close to her for the first time since I lost her. You fucked that too.

I cant tell if this is even real anymore.

Lucky me gets to see a psychiatrist.

Why is a flu an acceptable reason to be absent from school, but not depression or anxiety. Both leave you on the couch, with tissues not wanting to leave the couch.
I think its ridiculous.

I actually enjoy the mars volta. Curse you boy.